So, I just realized something kinda extraordinary
and its one of those moments where you wanted to (or should have) thought of this when you needed too
When in a relationship
teens or adults
There are many different ways of showing your love for your spouse
Sometimes they buy flowers
Sometimes they buy jewelry
If they are really special, and if they are really creative, if they are REALLY in love, they will do something truly surprising
If you wanna know what I mean on that, go on Youtube and type in "Surprising Marriage Proposals" I'm sure you will find a good example
But the thought that just occurred to me was this:
My last relationship, I can still agree on was that it was a joke
The partner I was with was a complete cheep skate (However you spell that)
I do understand that him and his family wasn't financially stable
and he didn't have a legitimate job
I completely understand that
The things he said, though, just made him sound extremely sad
His opinion of "showing your love" was that
"I don't need to spend hundreds of dollars just to show how much I love you, Katie
I would rather tell you"
Thing was, he couldn't do that
He never did that on his own free will
He would through texts, but no in my face
And on those rare accessions of when he did say it, I knew that he did cause I said that "I would rather hear you not read a text"
It wasn't cause he felt that it was needed
Point being: Can't do this, can't do that
Won't do this, won't do that
What in the hell can you do?
Nothing you sad little fuck
You lied and I should have never believed you from the start
. . .
I don't know
This was just a thought that I felt needed to be written down
. . .
sigh
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