Monday, December 12, 2011

I'm So Sorry: It's Ok If You Hate Me

I'm having that moment again

Regret from my past
It feels so far away
Its been at least four years

All I can really say about that moment is....

I'm so stupid
Why was I such a sad little fuck back then?
Why couldn't I think?
Did I even have a brain back then?

How can I still let this effect me even today?'
Why can't I move on?
Why do I make myself suffer like this?

I have made made so many bad decisions
But this one has just has to be the worst

Next to this one
is still hoping I will have a happy ending

But we all know the goth just doesn't get a happy ending
It's always the pretty blond girl who gets it all in the end

I am left to mourn...

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