Insomnia Sucks...

Ever have those nights where your head is just congested with thoughts?

Many thoughts?

Hundreds of thoughts?

Too many to keep up with?

Don't you hate it when theres only ONE thought that keeps you awake?

Well, here's mine:

It's almost 10:40 and I should be a little tired by now, but I'm not

Which means that I know for sure that I will not sleep tonight

Damn, I was hoping that this past weekend would help me catch up with sleep

NOPE (Chuck Testa)

But...all I can think about is wether I should give up on "liking" anybody romantically

All of my life I have never had success with a person that I wished to become "more than friends" with

The only relationship I was in, ended horribly

Well, I'm sure that's the way with everyone, but still, ended so terribly...

It left a huge scar emotionally, I guess would be better to describe it

And my current situation now, with this other person

....

sigh

I don't know why I give myself hope for him

I sometimes get the feeling that I really don't have the right to like this person

I missed my boat

I know I can't get a second chance

He moved on...

It's me that needs to go away

and give up

for good...